Ruined

I'm fifty shades of screwed up. I love too hard and too much, and my love? It's destructive.Joey found me at one of the lowest points of my life, right when I was ready to give it all up, and he saved me. He taught me how to breathe when I felt like my lungs no longer worked.But the cause of my downfall, Tristan, is back, and he's tearing through my life like a tornado. I miss him, but I can't breathe when he's near. I'm drowning all over again.Tristan doesn't know who I am anymore. He still loves the innocent, naive girl I used to be.But she's dead because Joey killed her when he gave me a purpose.My life is imploding around me. My ground is shaky at best, and before long, an earthquake is splitting my world in half.I'm lost. Untethered. Broken.