Respite in the Ether Realm: An Involuntary Recluse

Once again, I'll remind my readers that no artificial intelligence was requested to assist in this publication, it is entirely created by human theory and analysis, as is my entire catalogue of literature. This particular piece is trying to highlight the constant shift between mind and heart motivated thought processes, because while my conscience is desperate for control, my heart is eager to satisfy itself with love and trust, however the means to achieve this, will only be known in due time, that is something I have to accept, while knowing I have no control over the process required to achieve this. My constant shifts from endorsing love, to my refusal of its validity, suggest that I am in a state of constant debate with myself, until it is confirmed unconditionally, which is something that will be very difficult for my mindset to accept, however I am absolutely wiling to entertain the possibility.