Ocean Waves

"No! You don't walk away!" He stops me and turns me to face him. "Let go of me!" I snap back as I remove my wrist from his grasp. "What are you so damn afraid of?!" He yells. "You!" I finally admit. "I have never in my life felt this way about anybody. I have never even felt it from anyone. It fucking terrifies me and I know I sound crazy, but I don't know if I can accept this." I tell him while fighting back tears. "I'm terrified too. I don't know where we are going to be in five years, ten, or even fifty. But I do know I want to be with you. I don't want anybody else. I've never wanted someone so bad as much as I do you." He tells me as he holds my face and leans our foreheads touching. "I love you Evie." --Today was my first day of college. I was too late to sign up to start in the first semester so I am starting in the beginning of the second. It took a while for me to convince my parents to give me the last couple of thousand dollars for the tuition to put together what all I had saved up from my little job at the theater. Although I'm the youngest child and my sister is a few years older than me, she is their favorite. I was the one that actually wasn't planned and boy did they make sure I knew while I grew up. It sucked and hurt the most when I started eating my feelings and was bullied in school. Even my so called friends became my bully as well. I still have no idea in why it took them so long to finally agree, I mean, they always had wanted me out of the way. Anyways, enough about that, I need to prepare for first class and make sure I'm not late. So I hurried to get ready and made my way there-I'm studying to become a counselor. I had moved into my dorm a couple of weeks ago and live with a roommate who I barely see but when I do is cool. Within the first week here I looked for a job and is a great one because for one thing, I can get credentials for it and it'll look great on my resume, plus it has benefits and actually pays pretty good. Although it helps that I don't have many bills. It's located also a few blocks from campus and is like a center for young kids and teens to come who are being bullied and also are depressed, etc.