My Life as it Stands

Life can be very hard. We have bumpy roads and we have mountains to climb. Most importantly we have to learn to love ourselves in spite of all the hills and valleys. We need to learn to endure and appreciate what we have now in our lives. Let the other driver take a turn at the wheel. Trusting in God will make everyone in the car feel safe and loved because the spirit of God radiates love. I'm still on the edge of the (Fjord) cliff, afraid of falling in the water and drifting out to sea. But I know with God's help he'll keep me out of the water. He's beside me now and always has been, if I realized it or not. That's how I survived. I have forgiven anyone who has ever purposely used me or taken advantage of me. I also ask forgiveness for all of the unknown people who have suffered because of me. I am truly sorry. How am i supposed to feel now? Peaceful and Blessed.