MOTHER BE STILL: GOD IS IN THE ROOM

This is what I found out when I lost my only child. I can tell you that it's not just the dying who see their life flash before them. I saw my life with Andrew flash before me throughout his last twenty-four hours on earth. But I lived. Put plainly, I entered into madness. The sheer disbelief of my own life felt like a sledgehammer to my brain. As a believer in God, I went to the source for an explanation. I questioned God, "Why weren't you in the room when it happened?" I even tried over and over to negotiate with him. I discovered that God is not in the negotiation business; he is in the transformation business. If you've lost a child you know from that moment on you will never be the same. I knew I was different. And if that weren't enough, I was thrown into a battle for my sanity, and salvation. This is when opposing sides of the spiritual world come for your soul. What better timing for the enemy to collect? We know the death of a child is like no other. We know we will never be the same. What we don't know is what God will make of us afterword. Inside MOTHER BE STILL: GOD IS IN THE ROOM, I walk you through my nightmare and over the pain to a place I couldn't have imagined possible.

Pages: 208, Paperback, Andrea Figueroa Martinez