Hang Up

This is the fifth book in my Too Conscious to Surrender to Self-Deception series. Coco met an online person, Zak, and step by step sank into her own archetypal shadow. Compensatory fantasies once again produced a vast psychological gap, and the wounds kept recurring. Whether someone from a developed country can truly become a good helper for Coco in healing her inner trauma remains to be seen. This is a book of speaking out from within a developing country, continually seeking voice and discursive power for women with CPTSD. When LGBTQ+ is no longer something theoretical but becomes something seen in everyday life, what kind of friendship texture will be sparked by the collision? Coco once had this thought, and it is also the author's. Coco not only analyzes the creepy feeling she encounters through insight and sharp intuition; ultimately, she also uncovers the truth through the other person's admission that he is not gay but is into cross-dressing. It was not a truth that was hard to discern. The real-life prototype of Zak in the book is a middle-aged white British man named Nicky Bush on HelloTalk, a language-learning app. He did indeed embarrass the UK on the international stage. Readers, please be cautious: be on guard against cross-dressers who, under the guise of a particular fetish, actually avoid facing their childhood trauma, manipulate women's sympathy and empathy, and cross boundaries in women's conversational spaces. This desecrates LGBTQ+ and also desecrates Leslie Cheung.