Guarded Secrets: Urban Romantasy

I don't remember who Knightley Vander is. I don't remember Bram either, not really, not beyond the blood on my hands and the strange, hollow feeling that I should.Something's wrong with my head. Something's wrong with the version of my life I'm currently living, the one where I call a vampire "Mother" and drink tea from a butler who watches me like he's waiting for me to remember myself. Every time I try to reach past the fog, there's a voice telling me not to bother, that this is simply who I am now.Outside whatever this place is, the real world's coming apart. My father's actually dead this time. A coup's torn through the Netherworld government, and the people who orchestrated it aren't finished yet. Somewhere in the wreckage, a government spy is asking questions nobody wants answered, and every secret she uncovers only points further toward me.I don't know who's guarding what, or why, or from whom. I just know that somewhere underneath this borrowed life, there's a man whose name used to mean something to me, and every guarded secret standing between us feels like the only thing worth fighting to remember.Guarded Secrets is Book Nine in the Knight's Fae series, where even losing yourself can't erase what your heart already knows.