For What It's Worth

"By all rights, I should be dead. Instead, I found myself staring down a hundred-foot drop from a railway bridge in Boulder, Colorado, watching my own brain override my reality."For fans of raw, unflinching survival stories like Beautiful Boy and The Adderall Diaries, comes a harrowing memoir about high-functioning addiction, the brutal reality of corporate burnout, and a terrifying descent into stimulant-induced psychosis.Janus Jay had achieved the modern millennial dream-a lucrative career in IT, a custom-built home, and an engagement. But beneath the surface, a lifelong battle with male body dysmorphia and a desperate obsession with weight loss was silently destroying him. What began as an easily acquired prescription for Adderall to control his body image quickly morphed into a chemical nightmare.For What It's Worth is an unfiltered, unapologetic journey through the edge of sanity. It chronicles: - The toxic intersection of high-functioning corporate burnout and relentless vanity.- A terrifying descent into severe amphetamine addiction and drug-induced psychosis.- The grueling reality of an involuntary psychiatric hold and the path to a bipolar diagnosis.- The arduous, beautiful process of dismantling a shattered life to build a "second life" from the concrete up.If you have ever felt powerless to your own mind, or loved someone who is silently slipping away into addiction, this story is a testament to the fact that it is never too late to start over. Scroll up and click 'Buy Now' to step into the journey today.

Pages: 55, Paperback, Independently published