Cancer and Love

Sometimes life don't go the way we planned. Sometimes we end up feeling so low, and alone. Like we're in a dark hole with no one around us, but then suddenly there's a light at the end of the tunnel. And I guess what I'm trying to say is.. You're my light, the one who helped me through the worst time in my life - And for that, I am thankful. I'm thankful that I met you, but I also hate you. I hate what you did to me, because you made me fall in love.. And then my world fell apart once again.I wake up, way too early as always. I think that the reason to why i always wake up early these days, is so i can go to the hospital early. You see, my dad is well.. He's dying if we're being completely honest. He's suffering from cancer, and it wasn't long ago that the doctors told us there wasn't anything else they could do. So here i am, waking up early every morning so i can go see him.''Mom, i'm going to see dad!'' I yell, as i get my sneakers on. I try to hurry before she comes down the stairs, but once again i'm too late.. Just like yesterday..''But Dawn... You're not even dressed, and have you eaten anything for breakfast?'' A sigh leaves my mouth as i hear her words. ''Yes i am..'' I mumble, as i look down at my sweatpants, that isn't really sweatpants but more like pyjama pants.. ''Okay maybe i'm not, but no one will notice'' Noticing my mom rolling her eyes at my words, i walk towards my bedroom to get changed, knowing that she'll never let me out of the house if i'm wearing this.This is why i wanted to get out before she could see me.. Once i'm dressed more appropriate i walk down the stairs again. And just as i reach the front door, i hear my moms voice again. ''You still haven't eaten anything''A sigh leaves my lips as i grab the door handle. ''I'm just gonna eat something at the hospital'' I say, before hurrying out before she can get to say anything else.It doesn't feel like my walk to the hospital takes that long, maybe it's just because i'm listening to music as i walk there, or maybe it's because i'm in my own little bubble. But that bubble burst as soon as i see a shoe come into my view. ''Oh uh, sorry'' I quickly say, as i look up to watch where i'm going.