A Mother Worth Loving: Daughter Saving

What if you've been saved your whole life - and never once felt like it?You walked the aisle. You said the prayer. You've been in church longer than you can remember.And you still lie awake wondering if it took.Nikki White grew up in the pews - and spent decades convinced she was the one person Jesus couldn't quite love.She knew how to look like a believer. How to show up, serve, and smile in the third row.What she couldn't do was shake the feeling that everyone else got something she didn't - that real faith, real grace, real belonging with God was for people less complicated than her.And she definitely couldn't close the distance between herself and her mother.Lynn appeared certain about God - steady, anchored, always pointing others toward Jesus and His Word. What Nikki didn't know was that her mother struggled to believe that His love could redeem the pain of her hidden past.Two women carrying the same wound, unable to see it in each other. For years, their relationship carried the weight of unspoken secrets and a daughter who didn't know how to get it right with God or with her.Then came the diagnosis. Then came the five-day vigil at her mother's hospital bedside where all Nikki had learned growing up came to life right before her eyes.Then grace appeared.A Mother Worth Loving: A Daughter Worth Saving is a raw, redemptive memoir about what happens when a woman finally stops performing her faith - and finds God was never keeping score.It's about a daughter who discovered how fiercely she was loved. It's about the box of letters Lynn left behind that changed everything.And it's about the faith you carry on.If you have ever wondered whether your salvation was real, whether God could love someone as complicated as you, or whether it's too late to find your way back -This book was written for you.Previously published as Me, Mom & Jesus: An Unlikely Love Story of Two Broken Hearts and One Miracle-Working God